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Saturday, January 31, 2009
tagged again

The award's prerequisite
From Sunny.

1.Copy badge 'Cute's 3blogger AWARD' di atas dan letakkan di blog anda.
2.Link/ceritakan kembali siapa yg memberikan award nih.
3.Setiap blogger mesti menyatakan 10 fakta/hobi diri sendiri sebelum memilih peserta award seterusnye...
( okay lagi.. )
4.Anda harus memilih 10 blogger penerima award ini
5.Jgn lupa melawat blog 10 blogger penerima award ini bg memberitahu 'anda di tag'

10 Facts About me :
1. im left-handed
2. i hate doing works.
3. i love busybody-ing silently. (u know wat that means?)
4. i miss my long hair.
5. i miss my long nails.
6. i miss my childhood memories.
7. i miss my long-lost friends.
8. i hate food.
9. i love books.
10. i want my room to become like a library one. peaceful, silent and many books!


1. Oji
2. Nanak
3. Kika
4. Bapa
5. Mama
6. Al Emerson
7. Uncle Samuel
8. Uncle Malik
9. Jais
10. Uncle Jirom.

(hahahahahahhahahahah! im laughing my ass off!!!!!)

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my father was accusing me just now. and the fact is, all things that he accuse me is not true!
(well , some of it. haha!)
boring~ im gonna ignore it anyway. watever. haha!

i love books. especially books about 'Life' or 'Fantasy'.

Left : "The Witches". this book is creepy! its telling me how to identify REAL WITCHES.

: wears wig.
(bcause they're bald.)
: wears gloves.(bcause they dont have nails.they only have claws.)
: have a big nose-hole.(so they could smell humans.)
: have no toes. (very very very creepy!)

but i believe that witches did not exists! maybe they're just a fantasy.
who knows.

Right : "Case Closed". this book have 40 mysterious cases that we could solve.
(well, i could.haha!)

and the last one is,

my favourite one.
as you can see, its entitled "Double Act".
a very nice story about twins.

Left : Ruby. Right : Garnet.

This is my favourite part. hahahha!
i also dunno why i love this part.

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Friday, January 30, 2009
Tagged By Sunneyh~

5 things you might dont know about me.

1. Im a left-handed person.
since i was a little kid,i use left hand to writes, draws, scribble, doodle & watsoever untill now.
they said that i am 'unique'. yeah! i love being 'unique'!

2. I like teddy bears. But I dont like to keep it inside my room or house.
well...bcoz their eyes are giving me some creepy feelings inside.
sometimes i felt that they were alive.. i dont believe such things though. haha!

3. They said im a quiet person.
but they dont know my inner side! haha! "Before you messes up with me, i'll mess up with you", thats my motto.

4. Im a good liar.
im good in lying. "Dont lie with a liar", thats my 2nd motto. Beware!
(but im a kind liar though)

5. I was born with a high volume sound of voice.
i tried to talk with a low volume. but they still said that my volume of voice is high!

Tag Who :
anyone who read this!
no no no! you cant run! haahahah!

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200th post!!

YaaaY! FinaLly! This Is thE 200th post!
oh Yeah! so what am i gonna tell you for this 200th post?
- i have no idea at all. so dont ask me. -

okay i have a fever right now. and its totally freak!
im freaked out!
im coughing. im sneezing. my nose is full with bacteria.

today i went to the library and its so cold at there. so i ended up with sneezing and coughing.
yeah..im disturbing others..

Resolution for 2009
instead of telling you the bad news, im gonna tell you the good news.
the good news is, i found my resolutions for this year.

1) Treat ur friends and enemies kindly. (well i dont have any enemy. watever)

2) Dont use bad words. (but if i use it, i apologize)
3) Do not broke my own principles. (but if i did that, then theres must be a reason for it)
4) Be optimistic. (but not always. hahaha!)
5) Keep my hair untill it becomes long. (do not cut it!)
6) My motto : Busybody-ing is part of my life. Bear with it. (haha!lol!)
7) Do not retire as a 'Reporter' or 'Spy'.
8) Go to pray diligently. Not forcely.
9) Do not postpone the Bible Study.
10) Positive. Positive. and be a positive thinker!

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Thursday, January 29, 2009
worse day

today is such a worse day of my life.
i have a bad day. a lot of bad things happened to me.
Bad Day.Bad Day.Bad Day.Bad Day.Bad Day.Bad Day.Bad Day


just now my mother brings me to cut my hair.
so i said to that hair-cutter, "sa mo kc layer..kc pendek 1 inch sja arh. hehe~".
so that hair-cutter just nodded at me.
after she had done cutting my hair. i look myself at the mirror.
and.....OMG....she cut my hair for almost 5-6 inches!
my long hair has gone......forever...............

i just keep it silent..pretending that i love my new hair...
so, father brings us to go to eat at the restaurant..
i ordered 'Mee Goreng Sasau'. i wait for almost 15 minutes..
and then u know wat the waitress gave me?
she gave me 'Nasi Goreng Sasau'. i keep it silent. i keep my anger.

Father : tadi saya order 'Mee Goreng Sasau' bhaa..bukan nasi goreng.
Waitress : ha? *blur & just diam2*
Me : *geram..mcm mo tumbuk ni urg*
Mother : tadi kmi order Mee Goreng Sasaw bha tadi..haiyer..
Waitress : aik...jadi.. *buat muka macam sial*
Me : -mnyampuk- haiya biar ja la. (keeping my anger)
Waitress : *walk away with arrogant face*


i complain2.. i hope that stupid fugly waitress heard it.
after i finish eating, i SMS2 my friends la kan..
at the time my mood become good kan.. tba2.. *puff!*.. my phone hav no battery left..


after that,i asked mother to send me to the library.
coz i want to borrow some books.
after that, when i was about to borrow that books at the counter,
Staff : Sorry yaar.. server down.. jadi buat masa skarang,tida dapat pinjam buku..sorry arh~..
Me : nda pa la..hehe..*ktawa paksa*
and then i walk away..

GRRRRR!!! such a bad day!! in everything i do, it must turn out to be bad!!

im tired of this day............

i wanna go somewhere peaceful..where i could calm my mind..where i could read books calmly..
like this picture below..

or even like this..

or like this too!

im gonna go and take some sleep...im tired..

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my surroundings

my surroundings are changing. my life is changing. my school life is changing.
how about my personality? is it still the same?

whats happening with my principles? did i broke it? if i do, then why?
i dunno why but i think im changing. im not myself anymore. i wanna be myself.
you might say that not becoming urself is normal. but i think its not normal at all.
im not a hypocrite. and i dun wanna be one.
im angry at myself. i wont broke my principles anymore.

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Tuesday, January 27, 2009

Name 3 schools you went to:
:: SFX Kindergarden , SRK. SFX & SMK. SFX.
Name 3 things in your purse/backpack:
:: Money, Coins & Library Card.
Name 3 things you do when you're really stressed:
:: Scream Loudly, Laughing Insanely& Sleep.
Name 3 places you go on a daily basic:
:: Home, School & Market
Name 3 favorite fruits:
:: Papaya, Durian & Nangka.
Three names you go by:
:: Feo, Peo & Kaoru(web name).
Three of your Favorite foods:
:: Chocolate, Chips & Candies.
Three things you are wearing right now:
:: T-Shirt, Pants & Hair-band.
The Who's
Who is in the house with you?
:: Father, Mother, Sisters & Lil brother.
Who are you thinking about right now?
:: My besties!!
Who did you last talk to on the phone?
:: My friend.~
Who do you sit next to in your 4th period class?
:: My teacher arrange me to sit beside Firdaus. Hohoho.
Whose birthday is next?
:: Me! Me! Myself and I! (not celebrating it anyway. =_=")
Who do you wish you were with right now?
:: With my besties.. =(
The Where's
Where do you live?
:: At my home lar.
Where is your phone?
:: Beside me. =]
Where is/are your parent(s)?
:: in the living room.
Where do you sleep?
:: on my bed.
Where did you get the shirt you're wearing?
:: I borrow from my sis. hhahaha!
Where is the last place you took a ride to?
:: from the market to my house.
Where in your house are you?
:: In my parent's bedroom.
The What's
What was the last thing you ate?
:: Fried rice. hohoho!
What color shirt are you wearing?
:: Green.
What kind of cell phone do you have?
:: yg serupa dgn tahi. haha!
What is the closest item near you that is blue?
:: That blue chair.
What do you like best about school?
:: doing crazy things with my friends!
What is your favorite color?
:: Purple.
What kind of surgery have you had?
:: None.. my face is 100% ori!
What do you wear more; jeans or shorts?
:: shorts.
What is the last movie you watched?
:: The Chronicles of Narnia : Prince Caspian.
What song do you currently hear?
:: Jason Mraz - Lucky
The When's
When did you start school?
:: 2002 or 2003. (lazy to count. ZzZz.)
When did you last go to the mall?
:: Just now. Hehhehe.
When was the last time you bought a pair of pants?
:: When ar? Dun remember owh~
When were you last at school?
:: A few days ago. =D
Who do you want to tag?
:: Everybody who reads this post! xD

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We went to 'Bunsit' just now.
Well you can say that its a place for picnic. It have a big & long river.
So many people swim at there. So do us.

I admit it that i cannot swim.
When I was 7 years old or above(i dun remember clearly),
I almost drowned.
( i dunno if my parents still remember it or not. but i remember it! )
So im phobia with it untill now.
Luckily, theres an uncle who saved my life. If not, of course i cannot make this Blog.

Back to the topic, im gonna show you the river.

This is how it looks a like. But this is not the part of the river for swimming.

This is the part of the river for swimming... i guess?

As you can see, theres my sisters & my father getting ready to swim.

This is my brother, Al Emerson. Hes dancing like the 'Sumazau' one.
Hahahhaa.. *pinch Al's cheek*.

I want to capture a pic of my mother. But she dont want. ZzZz..

After I finished swimming like a frog, then I go change my clothes.
Suddenly, I felt so dizzy. Grrrrrrrr.. damn.. dizzy2 owh suddenly. I also dunno why..

My sisters keeps reminding me about that 'Wat2 in the butt'.. UGGHH! freak!
that 'wat2 in the butt' song makes my head feels mooore dizzy. wat a damn song!

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Monday, January 26, 2009

Ugh! that song (Samwell - What what in the Butt) makes me crazy!
that song is the most awful song i ever heard in my entire freakin' life!
but yeah watever

- - - - - - - - - - - - - - -

Yeah i kind of agree with this picture above.
Its so hard to find a friend who will not betray you.
its so HARD. extremely INSANE.

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my goodness! im starting to remember the lyrics of this creepy song! im scared!

listen to it and ur 'bulu roma' will 'expand'. LOL.

ughh! my mind keeps reminding me about this song wherever i go.
sometimes i'll sing this song out loud. even when im on the market.
damn gosh so ashaming! ugh......... arghhhhhhh..
cannot get this song out from my head....

its torturing me. ugh! ya ya ya yaa i admit it! okay fine i admit it!

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freaking boring

i love Japan Pictures, Images and Photos

oh yeah. I ♥ Japan!
Nippon wa Suki!

anyway.. im having such a boring time in this freakin' house!
Umaga keep babling . i dunno wat shes saying cuz im not paying attention to her words.
i saw her mouth was moving but theres no even slightest sound come from her mouth.
it is so POINTLESS to listen to her babling2.

i wanna karaoke-ing right now..
so my dear neighbours, just shut ur mouth before i shut it down....

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Sunday, January 25, 2009

im guilty. GUILTY. it cannot get out from my head.
the uneasiness feelings of mine is killing me.

- - - - - - - -

people are smiling at me. so i tend to do a fake-smile.
wondering will they realise that its just a fake-smile.

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Saturday, January 24, 2009

Ughhh! Guys! Its sooo YUCKY!
wanna know what happened??
just now my sister vomited on my clothes!

wanna know why she vomited?
bcoz she was drunk! she drank 40% alcohol.
and me as well. and of course i didnt vomit.!
Ha!Ha!Ha! *proud* (knun)

and my room became soooo smelly already!!
UGH! i dun wanna sleep in that room anymore!
im moving to the living room!
gosh!! @#$% she took over my couch just now!!
OJI!! screw you!! @#$% !!
(okay im being childish right now but where the hell am i gonna sleep????)

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im here sitting alone in this small room
wondering what im waiting for
my mind keep me awake
i cannot sleep and i cannot dream tonight
i dont have anything to do
waiting for the time to pass by
*tick tock tick tock*
im alone here

dunno what to do
what am i waiting for?
what am i gonna do right now?
all of these remains silent.
what a night i've got.

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Friday, January 23, 2009

sad owh.. all of my bestfriends are going to transfer to the other school
Friends are Forever but Not Stick Together Forever!!
and then today is the last day for us to be together
and i felt like crying at that time.
they will transfer to other school that is very far from here.
and they will only come back here 1 time 1 year.
after Chinese New Year, they will not be here.
thats why im sad. zzzzz..
and yeah i admit it that we cannot hold our tears

so we cry lar.. but cry silently..
when we cried, we didnt face each other.. we go to our own direction
(what is this!a post about cry-cry??)
we have been best friends since kindergarten ..
yeah this is a post about sad~..
i hope i could meet them again someday..
i wish so..

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guess what guys!
my elder sister used my friendster account to comment this ,

♥♥¤Hs0¤- posted - 12/4/2008 :
adey....budak2 mau bujang uda ni....
(he commented on my photo)

♥feO♥ - posted - 1/6/2009 :
taik ko sana hso..ko pkir ko besar suda ka.. mac underage pun mo blagak pro.. pui... lobak...bangga sma tarian katak dia...
(she commented him back. so cruel! lobak lagi tu!)

this is one of my elder sis's prank on me.
if you wanna know,theres moree cruel pranks she did on me!
example, last year, when i was asleep, she doodled things on my face..
and many la.. cannot tell u one by one..
poor me..tired. *sigh*

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today i have to deal with the most gross people in the world!
i wanna get out from here.

Today is the happiest day of my life!
I swear the happiest day of my life,
Is the day that I DIE.

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Wednesday, January 21, 2009

im soo into making icons lately

eventhough its not what you can call 'beautiful' or 'smart' or 'mantap',
but i'll try to improve it..
practice practice practice..
"Practice Makes Perfect"
thats what my English teacher told us.
but yeah hes talking about homework and im talking about internet stuff & watsoever la~

wonderful day

wonderful night
how long will it last?

just now i saw some people cut a body of a frog..
and its very gross!..

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Tuesday, January 20, 2009

another school story.
my back is hurt.
1st month of school also got many homeworks to do already.

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Monday, January 19, 2009

Jealousy, look what u've done..
Hey guys!
we are human beings
our beginning and ending are just the same
we all have different personalities
but if we all find the new one,we'll throw the old one,right?
just like wearing clothes
if we're already boring to wear it bcoz its old or watever,
of course we'll wear another new one,right?
watever..random random.

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Sunday, January 18, 2009

dun wanna be a 'corny' person?
or do you hate it?
dont worry.
u'll be a 'CORNY' person someday.

good nite people!
good nite everyone!
good nite my beloved one!
(lol corny >_< )

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theres some Blog Arguments which involves 3 sisters and 1 cousin.
but im not gonna get involved to it.
cuz im a good person. plus, im lazy and im friendly.
so, no more fight . (=P)

Right now..i feel like dreaming..
dreaming about tomorrow
about its gonna be a Good Day or a Bad Day

i got a bad feeling about this

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sitting on my table near the window
i open the window near my table
letting the wind to blow my face
hoping that it would blow all of my mind out.
im watching as the rain falling down

one by one..slowly..faster..even more faster.
staring at the grey cloud
wishing that snow will come out
but only rain keep falling down
as i watch the road infront of our house
i hear the song of the road
song of the rain..tell it to the public and they'll say that u're insane
the thunders are coming
yeah im afraid of thunder
i close the windows and stare at the rain
my mind are going somewhere else that only i knew
wondering about the past
when im thinking about it, i just wanna scream

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Saturday, January 17, 2009

Good Morning~
I got Bible Study today
so I woke up at 8 AM
im here downstairs alone with my lil bro.
both my parents are away
they went to send my elder sis to Labuan.
my older & old sis are sleeping
and the result is,i need to take care of my naughty lil bro alone.
so,i cook by myself something for my breakfast just now
and....it become...an African-food a.k.a 'hangus'..
and the wok also become blacky2 one
so i put water, i gosok2...and..arh watever..i'll leave it behind
and right now,im cooking the most simple thing i could do.
the 'Green Beans'..my favourite..
hey the price is cheap but the taste is delicious.

(they said sometimes i got a bad taste. I dont think so!)
Simple Life Brings To You A Simple Mind!

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Friday, January 16, 2009
u're weird

u're weird
very very very weird oh you ni..
make me laugh out loud
so so so weird!
i talk about other thing,
u talk about other thing.
i talk about A,
you talk about B.

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just come back from school.
im already used to the school bus.
so,everything is fine.
as i come back home,
hoping theres food....
suddenly...when i goes to the kitchen..
they didn't cook any food for me!
=_=" cruel..
some of my friends already transfer to the other school
and yeah some of them goes to MRSM...
jealous Pictures, Images and Photos
and that makes me feels very jealous..

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Morning Malaysia!

good morning everyone!
have a nice day.
because today i'll not have a nice day.
but i hope you guys have a nice day.
today is Friday.
so we can go to school on 1.40 PM
hhaha..fun isnt it?
but my school bus will pick me up on 10.40 AM.
so today i woke up at 7.00 AM.
and i need to dry my hair....
do i have much time left to blogging?
*tch tch tch*
i dont care if the school bus leave me (just for today)
cuz i can ask my mum to send me. =P
(what kind of random thing im talking about right now?)
talking about random thing could empty my mind.
so im emptying my mind right now...

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Thursday, January 15, 2009
Day Dat Die

tomorrow is the day that i die.
(hope not.lol)
believe me.
tomorrow i'll feel so ashamed.
and so much embarassing things will happen to me.
believe me.
Expect the Unexpected.
nvm..i'll do some octopus dance to forget this guilty feelings.

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Alone. Unique.

some of the people are afraid to face this world alone.
even i've faced the same thing before.
but right now i come back.
with a tough heart.
to face the world alone.
Do or Die.
Dare to be unique.
Im gonna do what i wanna do.

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Go away.

i should've not say anything at all in the first place.

"Everybodys hurt somebody before.
Everybodys been hurt by somebody before." -GC,Victims of Love.

Now I understands what does this lyrics means.
My stomach is pinching me again.
I have a bad feeling about it.
You're playing in such a childish way.
You easily say it infront of me.
Go away.

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Sadness.Happiness.Will Always Be There For You.

*Tick Tock Tick Tock*

I hope time will travel fast this year.
Just like last year.

Life is not Fair.

Tomorrow I feel like Im lazy to go to school. Again.
And my stomach is pinching me right now. Again.

Same damn thing happened in the same & different ways.

My Life is Pathetic.

ZzZzZzz..I feel like want to sleep just by reading this book.
"Kissing The Rain"

Dont Search For Troubles If You Knew That Its Gonna Troubles You.

Troubles go away from me forever!

Happiness Always Comes After Sadness Happens!

Finally! Our team won on the 'Sports Day'.

Crying in Happiness!
Green Team! Yeah yeah!

The Truth Could Make You Feel Sad.

After been waiting for such a long time,

I finally get to know the truth.
Haha! And yeah.
Its S^cks a lot.
But I still could smile.

Eventhough its just a 'fake-smile'.

Sadness & No Mood Means No Life?

I dont think so!
I still have a life and I need to enjoy it!

Youth will not wait for you as you get old!
So why dont you enjoy it to the fullest, right?

Sadness.Happiness.Will Always Be There For You.

(Random Random.)

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randomness..I WANT CANDY!

im in my 'craving-for-candy-' mode today.

I want candy~

i wanna buy some candy right now
but im lazy
(what a random thing im saying right now)

Gimme some idea to say something!
Idea come out!



Candy....candy kills me....
i've decided it.
i wanna go buy some right now~ >:D

*getting ready to go to the shop....wearing sandals..OUCH!my legs hurts!*
gimme some candy right now!

(Very random!!!!! and booooring~~~)

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