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Sunday, June 28, 2009
Balanced Diet or Unbalanced Diet?

Recently, I've been trying to flatten my stomach.
But still, I need to eat something for some energy.
Then, Im thinking about my old method which is,

"Dont eat anything but drink nescafe".

And yes, it worked.

But, my elder sis said that drinking nescafe could make your brain become more dumb.
Yeah. Too many caffeine, isn't it?

Right now I'm doing an unbalanced diet.
I knew that it's wrong but I still want to do it.

Nicole Richie has received much public attention regarding her weight. Her slim figure has been questioned by the media and fans alike. However, she maintains that she is simply exercising regularly and watching what she eats. The controversy regarding her slim physique does not discourage people from trying to figure out her amazing weight loss secret. Learn to get thin like Nicole Richie, and start your own weight loss controversy.

According to my research,
in order to be skinny, we must exercise frequently and keep away from foods that have lots of fats.

Goodbye my dear foods :(


Goodbye crunchy peanuts & nuts.


Goodbye tasty 'sambal'.


Goodbye sweety candies~


Oh yea,
Yesterday my parents & my sister went to K.K.
And my father captured some photos.
Here's one of it.

[un-edited. click for closer view. it looks more beautiful u know]

Thanks father for this picture~
haha. :P

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Friday, June 26, 2009
R.I.P Michael Jackson - King of Pop

Michael Jackson dies at LA yesterday on 25 Jun 2009.
was a WONDERFUL singer.

you can't believe that he's dead?
check out here :

Poem for Michael Jackson

R.I.P Michael Jackson
We cry for you
We mourn for you
We can't do anything but cry, cry and cry
We're nothing but unperfect human
Same as you
You're the legend in our heart
They say u're the worst
But actually they're the worst
They blame you for everything
But we accuse you for being too amazing
Untill it melts our hearts
Untill it makes we cry
We cry for you
We mourn for you
We can't do anything but cry, cry and cry
We're nothing but unperfect human
Thanks for your wonderful song
Its time to say goodbye
Farewell...Take Care..

-by, feO-


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Tuesday, June 23, 2009
hectic day to speak frankly!!

now i wanna tell you frankly.
okay. ready to listen?
i pierced my tongue 4 days ago.
it's a trend and nothing more like a 'bitch'.
but i wonder some of the aliens out there who saw my tongue will say something like "samseng".
and i was like 'wth'??
are they that so 'kampungan'?
( Oops! No offence. )

even Kitty told me to open that piercing.
(im not saying that he's 'kampungan' okay?)
so yeah. yesterday i open that piercing.
is it a good thing?
i've wasted my RM5 for absolutely nothing.
(sepa suruh. keteh!!)
well i dont care anyway.

"For You I Will."

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Monday, June 22, 2009

this is an old pic.
this picture was taken at Sungai Pamilan.

5 girls + 1 little boy = 6 children

*finding the old pic*

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look what we have here.

a kawaii present from my Classroom Teacher.
thank you teacher~

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Sunday, June 21, 2009
my own little mission

actually i DO feel guilty.
but theres no use for screaming it out so i just shut my mouth and see whats gonna happen next.
it's not that im letting it all be but im trying to figure something out.

oh yes im trapped in this world which i dont want to.
case by case keeps on coming to me like theres no end for it.
so i need to fight, right?

yeah i admit that sometimes im easily influenced by my bestfriends but im not as bad as you think.
i also could think, same like the others.
maybe better than most of my friends?

i knew that i need to enjoy this year because i wanna make good memories but i realised that i cannot enjoy that much as other kids can.
it's not that im different.
but our own mission is DIFFERENT.

i need to do something for my future.
for my everlasting future.

this world is like a GAME.
and some will survive meanwhile some will not survive.
but in order to survive, the survivors need to help the others.
but if the others dont want to be help by the survivors, then they could assure their own risk.

i need to be one of the survivors.
and thats my own little mission.
after i've done that, of course i'll help the others.

"I Dont Care What You Wanna Say,
Im Against This World."

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Saturday, June 20, 2009
every moment gone in the blink of eye

i feels bored with my life as it is right now.
i guess im gonna do something new.
something crazy. something extreme. something silly.

like tongue piercings?
kill a bug by ur own hand?
slap a baldy's head?

oh yeah. i recommend this song to you :)

this is one of my fav singer and one of my fav song.

Lenka - Live Like You're Dying :

One of these days you'll be
under the covers you'll be
under the table and you'll realize
all of your days are numbered;
all of them one to one hundred.
All of them millions.
All of them trillions.
So what are you gonna do with them all?
You can not trade them in for more.
no no

Chorus 1:
Take every moment; you know that you own them.
Its all you can do, use whats been given to you.

Give me a reason
to fight the feeling
that theres nothing here for me.
Cause none of its easy,
I know it wasnt meant to be.
I know its all up to me x2.
So what am I gonna do with my time?

Chorus 2:
Ill take every moment, I know that I own them.
Its all up to you to do whatever you choose.

Chorus 3:
Live like youre dying and never stop trying.
Its all you can do, use whats been given to you.

All of the moments you didnt notice;
gone in the blink of an eye.
All of the feelings that you couldnt help feel
no matter how you try.
oh oh

Chorus 1
Chorus 3 x2

oh oh

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Friday, June 19, 2009
the writings on the wall~ *updated*

it's 9.30 AM.
what am i gonna say about my life right now?

okay firstly, i think that im not really comfortable with my life right now.
theres too many confusing puzzles that i need to solve.

next, i guess the way im thinking are different from some of my friends so whenever im around them, i'll feel gawky.
when they make jokes that aren't even at the same zip code as funny, they'll all laugh and that was geek.

furthermore, theres an exam for Semester Two on August or September.
the teacher expected MORE from us. MORE from me.
(i mean, more marks for the exam)

time is travelling too fast, isn't it?

its 9.40 AM.

my reputation of studying is going down!
gosh! what am i doing??!
some of my papers had already been given to me.

Maths - A
Science - A
English - A
B.M - B
History - C
Geography - C
ERT - ?

i cant wait for the rest of my papers.

you wanna piece of me?
i've been dreaming weird dreams lately.

"I Won't Let This Burden Bring Me Down."

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Wednesday, June 17, 2009
stupid girl.

there's this one girl.
she always wanna be better than me.
actually, she is worse than me.
so, she'll accuse me on something that could ruin my reputation.

even worse
, she is my cousin.

we're not that close anyway but she keeps telling bad things about me at her school
and she always acts like we're CLOSE cousins.
fyi, we're not even schooling at the same school.
(im well-known by the people that she may knew or act as if she knew them)

she's jealous that her CRUSH is my EX so she keeps accusing me infront of him.
luckily, her crush told me everything that she said.
and in fact, all of them are FALSE!

i haven't met her before but i have seen her ONCE at the Family Day.
and ugh! damn her face is so FAKE!
it's like shes wearing a thick mask to cover up her true self.

Dont Let Her Ruin My Reputation.

how to do it?
i'll think about it.

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:D i ♥ youuu~

i think im gonna be late for school.
everyday is like a Monday.
and i'll always have to RUSH RUSH RUSH.
its my fault anyway for postponing some of my important duty.

- AFK. go to bath. -

it's 10.38 A.M. oredi~
lazy to go to school.
my result pula not that really good.

yesterday got this 2 jerks trying to mess up with me.
and i got 2 option to choose Immature Way or Mature Way.

Immature Way :
Mess up with them back. They think they got a strong gang kar. Mine is better.
Mature Way : Let them be. But if they disrespect you, go on girl! Teach them a lesson.

If i choose Immature Way, i know that this problem will become bigger and i'll never 'move foward'. (Malay : Tidak maju)
so i need to choose the Mature Way so i can learn to be more mature and have some improvements.

yeah. i need to change the way im thinking.
to the mature way of coz.

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Sunday, June 14, 2009
im not a saint but im not a sinner.


sometimes, we really need to "Expect the Unexpected".
i've already prove it today.

i'll hope that tomorrow will be the best day of my life.
smile or sad?

again tomorrow i'll have the same routine.
pinching stomach and sweaty hands.

lol. it reminds me of my Exam Semester 1 result since it will be coming out soon.
i dont think i could get Top 3.
too many challengers out there.
and some of them were getting stronger day by day.

understand wat i mean?

omg my hands are small.
i mean not small but..not long enough.....?
not short and not small.
its totally weird!!

change the topic,
my class is dull!
they dont even know how to have fun!
they just study, study and study.
and the most bad part is, they're not 'SUPPORTING'.
just bcoz they're the 1st class but that doesn't mean we cant have fun!


♥ ♥ ♥

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Saturday, June 13, 2009

i feel sooooo tedium!
why i cant even do something meaningful for this holiday?

i want new things to happen before the school starts back.

"Boredom Could Kill"

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Friday, June 12, 2009
1 Litre Of Tears. T,T

just now im listening to the 1 Litre Of Tears' Songs (Piano)
yeah i re-watch the movie over and over again coz it really makes me cry.
if you haven't watch it yet, i'll recommend it to you :)

1 Litre of Tears Pictures, Images and Photos

i admire Erika Sawajiri. :)
1 Litre Of Tears is my fav movie all the time. :D

actually it's a true story about a girl named Aya who suffered from an incurable disease, but lived life to the fullest until her death at 25.
the original story is based on the diary Aya kept writing until she could no longer hold a pen.
the book that later followed entitled “One Litre of Tears" has sold over 1.1 million copies.

Aya's only wish was “to live." By carefully depicting Aya's earnest desire to live, and the love of her family, friends, and lover, the drama, “One Litre of Tears" wishes to deliver her simple but strong message: “Just being alive is such a lovely and wonderful thing."

touching, right?
thats why we cant easily suicide.

"Just Live Like You're Dying."


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woke up at 8.05 AM.
a call from father told me to go downstairs and baby-sit my lil bro.
checking Fster.
and suddenly i remember something that could make me explode.
so i tend to release them all here.

just what i've said,

cuz i could easily detect if you're lying.
[i have some experiences on lying *kunun*]

a face like you want to lie on me?
excuuuuuuuuuuseeee me~
i have AVAST!VirusDetector installed in my brain, man~

your fake face could lie to me?

since in the beggining i already knew it lar~
but i just be quiet to see what you want to do.
oh pelllliiiiiease be honest to urself.
blaming all of ur burden to me?

woh~ such a sweet words you have there~
and put your im-so-innocent-face infront of me.

again im talking crap.
im deplores

wait. this icon reminds me of R.O (Ragnarok Online). wuuu~ i miss that game.

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Thursday, June 11, 2009

it seems like i cant sleep tonight~
hot! global warming~!

just viewing some pictures and omigosh~
i almost got caught lying.
=_=" must be cautious.

so good night everyone~
good night friends~
good night beloved one. :D

missing my laptop :(

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Wednesday, June 10, 2009

look at those 2009 songs.

Eminem RAWXXX!!

Britney~ Keep It Up BabE!!

If You Seek Amy
Hidden meaning : If You Seek Me
[conclusion made by feO.]

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short entry for today. urgh! im sick

i woke up from my weird dream at 8.01 AM.
and i realise that my right eye is hurt!
i look into the mirror but nothing is wrong with my right-side eye.
i mean theres nothing like bruise or anything.
oh no! my right-side eye is poppin' out from my face!

maybe it's the 'inner disease'.

finished burning Anne's CD.
now what am i goin' to do?

okay today im feeling sick.
plus, with my right-side eye condition, it hurts alot when i blink it.
so im gonna post short entry.

"Im Sorry But I Don't Like Your Way"

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Monday, June 8, 2009

Album of my Life. ^,^


hurm.. between those 3 photos above, (already delete them)
which one should i choose to upload at Fster,huh?
a, b or c? hurm.. =_=
no answer? then, none of them.
[choose (c) to display at blog.]

[inspired from The Last Apprentice book]

suddenly thinking to capture this kind of pic.
thankx to my brain! xD

i guess i've upload lots of photos here.
so im goin' to stop for a while.

today is just my ordinariness day.
nothing special happened.
i've borrow 2 books, Nancy Drew and Mystery Case File.
nobody ask about this but im gonna tell you anyway since im bored.

i gotta do something useful to me.
or else, i'll feel regret later.

zzzzzz. i was accused again!
just now im covering this PC so my father wont see my blog
[well i'll feel a lil bit shy when it comes to this]
and then guess what he said to me??

" Father : nah..! mesti ada sesuatu tu ko kc tapuk. ko bchating2 sma laki2 ni kn. si sing kung itu. "

i dunno if he's just joking but it's really pissing me off . =_=!!

Tips : After exercise, rest for 30 minutes before you go to bath. Otherwise, your skin will have 'panau'.
(it's really hard to explain to you what 'panau' means)

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Sunday, June 7, 2009
childhood memories~

just now i was tidying up my room and look!
i've found the old pic. ! :D

when i was 5 years old. :D
im on the left-side.
guess who was m

hahaa im such a cutie long time ago :D
yepz im on the right-side.

siblings~ 5 daughters~

arh im the perfect one. hha jk.

i was still a kid back then ~_~
all of us were tomboy looking long time ago. lol
[influenced by the big sissy]

us~ with my father :D

arh~ it brings back lots of memories.

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Thursday, June 4, 2009
tagness from Lowong-ness

1. Besides your lips, where is the favourite spot to get kissed?
- my nostrils.

2. How do you feel when you woke up this morning?
- energetic cuz i need to 'pok' this PC maa..

3. Who was the last person / people you took a photo with?
- an umbrella

4. Would you consider yourself spoiled?
- which one do you mean? either 'manja' or 'rosak' ?

5. Will you ever donate blood?
- nope. erk. nope.

6. Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
- of coz lar.

7.Do you want someone to be dead?
- the mosquitoes who always disturbing me in the night@! >:(

8. What does your last text message say?
- "sa mo p berak"

9. What are you thinking right now?
- what im gonna do for the rest of my time tonight.

10. Do you want someone to be with you right now?
- Of coz.

11. What was the time you went to bed last night?
- 12 A.M.

12. Where did you buy the tee you are wearing right now?
- my aunt gave it. (i guess =_=")

13. Is someone on your mind right now?
- Of coz.~

14. Who was the last person who texted you?
- tu benda

(K im not forcing u to do this neway hehe~)

3.sunneh (oredi kar)
10.everyone who wants. :D

15. Who is no.2 having a relationship with?
- cereal oat! :D

16. Is no.3 male or female?
- male

17. If no.7 and no.1 get together, would it be good?
- very not good.

18. What is no.1 studying about?
- Law

19. When was the last time you chatted with them?
- yesterday

20. Is no.4 single?
- nope

21. Say something about no.2.
- octopus-mouth-look-a-like

22. What do you think about no.3 and no.6 being together?
- O_O that would be so weird. im not going to accept it.

23. Describe no.9.
- my beswenz. got silly@crazy attitude. :D always make me laugh.

24. What will you do if no.6 and no.7 fight?
- lol. trying to settle them down. =_=''

25. Do you like no.8?
- of course! shes my bestfriend. :D

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the BOOK!

[ The Last Apperentice,
Revenge Of The Witch ]

Currently, I've been reading this book.
It's an adventurous book.
Can't really describe it in words.
One word, GREAT. (fullstop)

This book could teach you new vocabularies with it's 'flowery' words.
And it's story line makes my heart goes 'thump, thump, thump'.

It got 343 pages but it worths it.

Some Favourite Quotes from this book :

"I am the seventh son of a seventh son."

"You shouldn't open the door even though theres somebody knocking harder and harder."

"I heard footsteps."


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spending time

its raining 2 days ago and i captured these photos~
haha playing with the rain :P
[hope i'll get sick soon]

weird mouth
[trying to cover my vampire teeth]

*_* before playing in the rain

goin' crazy cuz nothing i could do left to spend my time.

haha! im turning upside down!
just like Doraemon!
name is similar like Doraemon.

there are visitors coming to my house
well they're my relatives.
so yeps. gonna tidy up the living room.

goodbye untill we meet again~

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browsing through YouTube and i found this one sweet video. :D

he's adorable. xD
what a wonderful song by Lenka and Cover by AhrenBa.

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Tuesday, June 2, 2009
life? we dont need to love this life. we just need to be sincere to ourselves.

im getting tired of this life!
my life is worn out!
i know that i cant be this selfish but why cant i get a BETTER life?!
im sick of this life~
i wanna run away and find a new one.
a better one.

No! actually not only me who suffers.
theres a lot more people out there who suffers more than me, right?

[example : the African kid, orphan kid and much more.]


so now i cant complain about this life.
need to get through all of these.

yeah! imma tough girl!
[correction : i need to be a tough girl]

Poem of the day :

Tomorrow, will be a new day for me
Will be a new trouble for me
Will be a life for me
Will make me sick of it

I cant do anything about it
But wait, wait and wait
For this pathetic life to end
Waiting for a new life to come
Yeah, soon it will come

This misery is taking over me
It's possessing me
It makes me feel worse
And I feel that im weak

I guess I'll just need to wait
For a new tomorrow
For a hope tomorrow
Yes, what a pathetic life I have

When will this all be over?
Someone answer me please..


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New Favourite Artist


lenka Pictures, Images and Photos

:D a wonderful singer~

i recommend her songs to you!
search it on YouTube..

thanks Lenka~ ur songs brighten up my holiday.

Currently listening to Lenka - The show, Trouble is a Friend & Like a Song.

la la la la~

listen to it :P

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Monday, June 1, 2009
i might get crazy.

i love drawing ~! :D
[suddenly talk random thing]

this is my drawing~ wuuu ugly. =_="
at least i got some improvements.
"Practice Makes Perfect"
so im gonna practice and improve my skill for this 2 weeks holiday! :D

just took this pic yesterday.
zZz the lightning is bad.
my face is getting more 'tembam'.
no it cant be.

im stucked in this freakin' house for 2 WEEKS!
i wanna go for a walk!
[but my parents keep told me to guard this house =_=]

this house is so damn BORING!
you cant imagine this.
if im stucked in this house for 1 month, i might get crazy.
[im already crazy.]

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