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Saturday, October 31, 2009
she's childish and always be

why her thinking is like that?
childish thinking all the time.
she's so naive.

why a mother like that never changed?

she need to do her responsibility.
and yet, she scold and said "You do your own things and I do my own things."

isn't that's SO childish?

father is far way more better than her.
i feel sad for father.
how he could stand with this woman?

she never realised her mistakes and yet, she loves to manipulates.
and always manipulates her mistake.
for example, in her mind, she thinks "Oh no! I broke the vase!".
and then she'll say to somebody "Oh no! You broke the vase!".
get it?

i wanna live in a peaceful place.

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i spread the things that i believe.

after thinking about it for a while,
now i finally got the answer.

when we're finding things easy and then thinking "I'm not being attacked by Satan", then we must be doing something wrong.
do you get it?

furthermore, in my opinion, Jesus has a God.
take some time to read below :

(John 20:17)
"Stop clinging to me. For I have not yet ascended to the Father. But be on your way to my brothers and say to them, ‘I am ascending to my Father and YOUR Father and to my God and YOUR God."

(1 Corinthians 11:3)
"But I want YOU to know that the head of every man is the Christ; in turn the head of a woman is the man; in turn the head of the Christ is God."

(Ephesians 1:17)
"That the God of our Lord Jesus Christ, the Father of glory, may give YOU a spirit of wisdom and of revelation in the accurate knowledge of him;"

(Colossians 1:3)
"We thank God the Father of our Lord Jesus Christ always when we pray for YOU"

(Romans 15:6)
"That with one accord YOU may with one mouth glorify the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ."

wow, i didn't realize there are so many of them.
you don't notice that expression unless you're looking for it.

have u noticed that a very large percentage of those who believe in the Trinity do not even know how to define what the Trinity is all about?
that i have come to find out in the ministry.
they all have different explanations that they dont even understand themselves.
it's kinda interesting to hear them speak...
that is why some religions label the Trinity 'a mystery'.

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Thursday, October 29, 2009
you've got me poppin' champage!

Feo's recent favourite song :


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[dont mind my 'blurr' face.]

guys! dudes! ladies!

you know that i didnt do revision that much.
furthermore, our Final Exam's result is the one that'll decide what class would we be in for next year.
and i hate the fact that

then why am i wasting my time here?!
there are many things that need to be done by me.

babai :D

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Wednesday, October 28, 2009
my deepest DELIGHTER! :D!

dear blog,
today is one of the happiest day of my life.
i got the "DESIRED THING" that i wanted.
[the thing that i mentioned on the previous post]

thanks to God,
thanks to my brain,
thanks to me,
thanks to you,
thanks for everyone!
especially my parents!

dont ask me what is my "desired thing".
because it's just a small matter for you.
but for me, it's not.

thanks, again.

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my "desired thing". could i get it today?

life is unfair.

i'm saying about that because i always didnt get the things that i wanted!
even the things that i've longed for since im in Year Four.
i think the reason is, i always imagine that i've the things that i wanted.

and after i've imagined them all, then at last i didnt get those things.
i dreamed to much!

today i get my hope back to get my "desired thing".
but i cant talk or think too much about it or something unexpected will happen.

btw, yesterday was indeed, fun.
me, Juvenill and Judith were in the same group.
we cooked Nasi Goreng Kampung, Tomato Soup and we make Fruits Sallad.
our drink was Carrot Juice.
our Nasi Goreng Kampung was "robbed" by the gluttons[the boys].

so yesterday after i get home at 6.14 PM, i was immediately told to go to bath 'cause my parents were going to bring us to dinner.
i was really exhausted but i wont waste my time at home doing nothing.
in any other short words, i bought a cute dress that is suitable to wear at beaches.
[unfortunately, Keningau got no beach.]

so pray for me so that i could get my "desired thing" today.

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Sunday, October 25, 2009
feel sad over cool photos that i couldn't upload.

[my fav. :) ]

dude! i captured some cool pictures just now.
and i really planned to upload them.
but a human told me that some people would diss me because of my top.
well, i admit that my top is what we called the Scout Uniform.
so it isn't appropriate to upload pictures with formal clothes.... i guess?

i need to find a way so that i can upload those pictures.
i'll do watever it takes.

ok lemme tell you this story.
there are two rats who got stucked inside a bottle of milk.
the first rat gave-up. so it drowned and died.
but the second rat did not give-up and it managed to turn the milk into a butter and it survived.
so, i'll be playing that second rat's role right now.

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Friday, October 23, 2009
it's okay. i'll win.

the expression on my face looks dull a.k.a no expression.
but i cant deny the fact that my stomach is grumbling.

i could feel that today wont be a good day.


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i dont care, dont stop if i lose.

this is the game that i've been playing.

change the subject,
some of the teachers said that Exam is on next week's Friday.
meanwhile the rest of the teachers said that Exam is on 2nd November.
anyway, i need to get ready.
it might come anytime soon just like a thief who's going to steal.
but nobody knew.

so today i woke up early because of noise made by my mother.
[trust me, she cant make her mouth shut even for a while]
we call her Umaga.
[Umaga is actually the name of a wrestler at WWE show.]

i wonder how people could label themselves as "Japanese Boy/Girl".
seriously, they even want to make their face like Japanese people.
but it turned out to be a face of a CAMELEON.

arght! just by seeing a picture of a cameleon already make me shivers down to my spine.

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Tuesday, October 20, 2009
oh jealousy, look what you've done.

is this reality?
because it's been like a nightmare to me.
[i hope so]

so this morning i want to find out my curiousity, again.
but it's like there's "a butterfly in my stomach".
and i knew that i cant stand the reality if i satisfied my curiousity.
[now i realise that, this might be jealousy and not curiousity]

i hope this is just a nightmare.
everything seems awkward.
it's upside down!

i wont get mad.

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Monday, October 19, 2009
handysocks. for arms, head, and also legs.

guys. i found something weird "be'ampai-ampai" at my bed.
dunno who's the owner.
[fyi, nobody wanna admit that they are the owner of this thing]

how to use this thing?

like this? for arm?
absolutely no.

this is the right way.
so cute.
this should be the new trend nowadays!

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"The Past Is The Past"
do you agree with that statement?!
well i dont!


the past is something linked with your future!

for example :
The potato's past is that the potato was in the public toilet.
And a person who saw that potato wouldn't eat it.
Because the potato's past is bad!

do you get it?
see the reason here?

sometimes, a bad past makes a bad future.
if you do something with your past, then it'll affect your future!
that's why i wants a time-travel machine!
arght, i need to get a grip on this.
i must remember the Rule #2 on how to spy.
i want to listen to some songs badly.
fast, open the YouTube, before i explode.

i'll need a month with absentmind to recover.
help me

i supposed to be in the bed, crying all the time. like all the girls do.
but unfortunately, im not like that.
im tough.

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when i wanted something

i just woke up from a dream that makes me want to know something more.

when i want to know about something,
or really curious about something,
i might wanna do something silly to know mooore about it.
in short words, i'll be a detective for a while.

and here i am again,
wondering why, when, what, who?

and soon i'll know something that i want.
isn't that's so simple?
[not simple as you think]

right now im doing it.
>,< i feel like i'm a criminal.
okay be strong.
wait a minute. i just got what i wanted.

=,= i found something embarassing.
delete or not?
NO! later they'll think that im guilty.
Rule #1 on how to Spy : Stay Innocent.

found something bad that makes me wanna scold myself or blame somebody.
Rule #2 : Dont let your feelings interfere with your job.
now i feel somewhat sad... ?

now im listening to Backpacking Around Europe - Yuna while doing my job.
it makes me calm.
trust me. :)

i found what i wanted. =)
i feel like forgiving when i listen to calm songs.
dont worry, im gonna dig into a deep secret.
untill i realised..........

im wasting my time for something foolish now!!
and it's 8.52 AM already!
i should play game.

k bye. :D

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Saturday, October 17, 2009
the scent of fresh grass blowed by the wind.

questions! questions!
why am i so hot-tempered nowadays?
frankly, maybe it's because my period is coming.

2nd November is the 2nd Semester 2009 Form 1 Exam!
and i got about 2 weeks left to study and make some preparation!
all chapters for all subjects to revise.

time travels so fast that i didnt even realise that today is 17th October already!

it totally freaks me out.

btw, im going to re-watch the Twilight movie since i already finished reading those books entitled Twilight, New Moon, Eclipse and Breaking Dawn.
amazing right?
haha~ i know :P

i need to be relax sometimes.
[i always do!]

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boredom is killing!

i am really bored.

my little brother is a slut!

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Wednesday, October 14, 2009
i'm honest with my own desire! :D

it is really indescribable.

yeah, she could lie to him, but not to me.
deleting me on F------- so i wont tell him that you have a F------- account?
you're wrong.
i am sooooo gonna tell him if im really pissed off with you.
:) trying to mess up with me?

[okay above is just my feelings from busybody-ing with other's business. but it involves my bestfriends, so it's my business now.]

but wait.
both of them are my best friends.
both the boy & girl.
so which one am i going to help?
help with the cheater?
or help with the detective?

answer : neither.
motive : let they do their own business. most importantly, im innocent.

i'm outta here. :)
[mess with me again?]

my friend asked me to go to school tomorrow at 6 AM.
but im sorry, im too lazy.
plus, i need to baby-sit the lil-bro.


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Tuesday, October 13, 2009
mode : angry/sad/depressed/mad

everything seems to get into my nerves.
and everything goes wrong.
it sucks a lot.

i am complaining right now.

what the freaking hell?
i supposed to go to the library right now.
but since it's raining, my parents wont send me to there.
isn't that ridiculous?
is the rain would flood the library?
so what's the point for not sending me to the library?
okay i wont go to the library if it's not boring at home.

tomorrow is school!
it sucks man. a boring school life.
my school is dull.
not entertaining.
study study study.
that freaks me out.
and my class wont have fun if the one who controls the class is sucks.
about my KGT, that jerk took back his pictures and i wonder when he will gave us.
what's his point in doing that?!

when im searching for my own entertainment, there are some people who will always disturb!
and will say, "apa ko buat begitu??antah kanapa ko tida pigi buat kerja! pigi kamas dapur. buat apa yg sa buat."
[translation : "what are you doing like that?why dont you go make those chores?!do what i always do". ]

SUCK it up man!
i've got more plenty of useful things to do than listening to your nonsense talk.
isn't that ridiculous by telling others to do chores with a SUPERDUPER HIGH tone?

everything is shit.

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Monday, October 12, 2009
mode : honest, honest, honest lies

it is weird when i've always forgotten about what am i going to blog even though i've thought about it earlier.

it's hard to deny the facts that i hate going back to school.
a 19 year old person said, "School is good".
well, only good for gaining experiences/knowledges/friends but based on my own opinion, it's not good for mental health[is it?].

talking about school, the holiday is about to end.
and i'm freaking exhausted that i'll be facing those poker faces in school.
in my brain, im thinking on how to kill them. seriously.
maybe i'll just poke their eyes out.
ha-ha-ha hilarious,not. =,=

arght! this is the first year in my entire life for me to say , "Why dont my school just explode with the teachers in it?".

and despite the fact that, it's been a real nightmare to me.

[i hope that girl bitch will die soon]

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Sunday, October 11, 2009
wordings of the day :)

for me, now i believe the statement,
"Everything Happens For a Reason".
well, as you can see, something happens because of a reason.

for example : That ball falls.
Why? Because of gravity.

do you get it?
the ball falls because of gravity.
we walk because we want to.
i write about this because i love to blog.
you read this because you want to.

see? everything do happens because of a reason or more.


i feel guilty easily.

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i thought i was going to die because of boredom.
because yesterday there was no internet.
[but actually it was only 'Server Down']
and now! here it comes back again! weeheee!

i just dont know how can i live without them[internet&computer].

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Thursday, October 8, 2009
Counter Strike addicts.

seems like i've stopped blogging?
no, no no no~ you're wrong.
i've been playing Counter Strike.

[frankly im not that so freaking noobasshit, you know.]

well actually i've played it when i was 6-9 years old.
seriously, im not joking or lying.
but due to some incidents[which i cant tell you about], i stopped playing it and about months later, i started playing online internet games like Neopets[which i consider as boring things nowadays], and etc.

LOL! wth?
now im telling you a history about me playing games?
are you kidding with me?
[or am i kidding with myself?]
okay, i'll just go on with my story. =,="

and now here i starting to play Counter Strike again 'cause i miss my childhood game.
[fyi, this game is good for person who wants to release stress or something]

as they say,
Practice Makes Perfect.

everybody have gone thru 'noob moments' before they became 'pro' [PRObably noob?]
so whats wrong with 'noob' playing some games?
so, step back, you people who disses 'noobies'!
someday those 'noobies' will became 'pro' and struck you down!

just you wait and see.
*grudgeful voice*

and to mention you!
i've finished reading Twilight : Eclipse novel!
[and trust me, it is freaking INTERESTING!]
and now im starting to read the last book a.k.a Twilight : Breaking Down !!


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Tuesday, October 6, 2009
this feeling is undescribable~ ♥

[to mention you, i really really really do love this pic!!!]

it's 10.34 PM and im not quite sleepy yet.
but if i close my eyes for a little bit, then i'll be asleep.
[believe me]

the school holiday starts from 7th untill 13th October!
im not sure what im going to do, probably playing games?

tomorrow there's a trip to the Bunsit River with my friends.
i wanted to go but since nobody's gonna send me, so i'll just cancel my attempt.

so i took lots of quizes today from BlogThings .
and i only believed some of it.
it's a psychology test, right?

so um .. it's raining tonight and im drinking a glass of milk.
[what am i rambling about??]

im addicted to FaceBook! :D
and im becoming a good person!

Good Night!
Sleep Tight!
Wear Skin-Tight!
Dont Fight!
Just Flight!
Dont Afraid of Height!
Just Do Right!

[lol] ♥

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Monday, October 5, 2009
seems like i'll be in rush today :O

today, again, my father woke me up at 6.55 AM.
to baby-sit my lil bro, again.
i hope mother wont come to pick up my lil bro,
i'll need to baby-sit him more and father would send me to school.

in other words, i dont need to follow that sickening school bus who send me to school at 11 AM. instead, father would send me at 11.35 ++ AM.
[whats the difference?]
it's the difference of time.

so at 7.15 AM i started to play computer and im going to watch a movie!
but it's 7.47 AM now and i'll need to get ready at 9.45 AM[max is 9.55 AM] !
so i got 2 hours left! is it enough?
well, i'll manage it somehow.
seems like im running out of time.
so good bye darls~

[dont forget to watch that 'Flippy The Magnificent' video]

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i ♥♥ YouTube a.k.a www.youtube.com !

im in love with YouTube.
one of the reason why i love YouTube is,

for having this video.
take time to watch it! im sure u'll laugh somehow~

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Friday, October 2, 2009
Boredom? What are the causes and how it can be counteracted?

the Public Speaking competition only for our class is being held today!
so i choose the topic entitled, "The Causes Of Boredom And How It Can Be Counteracted".

i've got the idea to present this speech from myself.
well, it's because I, too are having the 'disease' called "Boredom."
and i've already made research that in order to stay away from boredom, you need to make yourself busy.

i saw many of my friends are experiencing this 'boredom' thing.
almost every weekend when they're at home, they'll SMS me and say something like "Hey! Im bored!".
so i want to tell them and share with them about how they can get away from boredom.

well, im not expecting for them to listen me presenting my speech but to think back about my point for picking this title.

but, the worst part of here is, i havent memorized those contents that i've been worked for over-night!


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