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Sunday, October 25, 2015
do i

"You were red and you liked me 'cause I was blue. You touched me and suddenly I was lilac sky.And you decided purple just wasn't for you."

Now I understand why people say "Ignorance is a bliss" although it is a bliss only sometimes.
Sometimes you deserve to know the truth, in order to see what you deserve.
If you don't know what's happening or what happened behind your back, then you would never know whether your decision in the future is gonna be the best for you or not.

Others may advice you. But their advices aren't going to penetrate through you. Through me.
Because at times, they don't know how it feels to be in your shoes.
Sometimes you forgot about their advices once what you have had always wanted suddenly came back to you.

I need a desperate escape because I don't know what's best for me anymore.
Or actually I have always knew what's best for me and the best thing I should do but I'm unwilling to be in that "pain-enduring-moment" again.
I knew it's gonna hurt and it's gonna hurt for a long time until it's all going to be okay again.
I have endured it for months. I forced myself to keep my shit together for such a long time already.
Fake it till you make it, they said. But I am not a faker and I can't force myself to be one.

How did I even get myself into this mess?
Will soon be updating again.

0 dropped words~

-ghost whisperer can't be heard-

Friday, October 23, 2015
when happiness arrives, consequences follow

I was all focused on my sudies before and I was doing great. I have moved on until this manwhore came back again.
Let's be real. What do you want from me?
You asked for the biggest chance for your biggest mistake ever yet you still freaking lied.
I cannot fathom. Are you even sane?

Now all these stupid unworthy stuffs distract me from studying.
Seriously, my midterm examination is two days away and I can't afford to waste my time anymore.
You are surely a manwhore. I showed you all the evidences yet you still refuse to admit that you lied?

No, dude, no. I deserve someone better.
And that someone is waiting for me to find him.
That's my life, though. Once I am happy, consequences will follow.
Everything will be stolen away from me.

That's why I can't let my guard down

0 dropped words~

-ghost whisperer can't be heard-

Monday, October 12, 2015
clever as the devil

There are too many things going on in my life.
I can't even keep up with my life right now because I am too busy.
Too damn busy.

Our midterm examination is next week and I havent prepared myself yet.
I respect the third year seniors of Biotechnology because they are so professional and brainy.
I wonder will I ever be at that stage one day.

Anyway, my schedule is packed.
I can't even go out from my dorm right now because I need to finish all my assignments and study.
I don't feel all these as a burden. This is my responsibility.

I don't believe in karma. I just believe that people will get back what they started eventually.
But since I can't wait for that, consider this as a homemade karma.
I can be hundred times more evil than you. I just dont show it to people.

Too many things to say. I'll update when I have the time to.

0 dropped words~

-ghost whisperer can't be heard-